We decided to give our friend a break and the girlfriend and I are taking the kids for the night. Everyone is napping but here I am, smoking on the patio while Baby Einstein plays in the background.
What a ride the last couple of days had been! Irritable and tired. Only a few hours of sleep in a night. Have been exhausted during the day, avoiding people when I could knowing what my attitude was likely to be like. I don't like feeling that way. Having to keep my mouth closed and impulses in check. Being grumpy. At least I have learned some ways of dealing...
Today, I am content. Tired but level.
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