Swelltide.

I am going to apologize for grammer and spelling ahead of time. The laptop is broken. Again. Having connectivity issues with the desktop. The timing could have  been worse. At least the semester is over. My "curse" at work. Can't seem to hold on to anything of value. Broke my guitar the other day. Red-ring on the xbox. Dvd player not working...

Anyway. Anyway. Still off the meds. Don't have the money for a doc visit or for the medication at the moment. And, I won't, not for a while. On a different note, had a long conversation with dad the other day, about bipolar, school, life. He's been the only person, other than my girlfriend, who has expressed any kind of concern or interest about it. He took a day off to hang out, which we haven't done in a long time. I feel so grateful for having a father like him.

I wish that I could afford the medication. The girlfriend is getting pretty tired of my waking up at two in the morning. The anger. The losing things. The not talking for days at a time.

The next few months-- work. See if I can work enough to not have to borrow so much money for school. We'll see how it goes.