I feel an intense unease with nearly everything. I cannot be happy, like I should be. I cannot feel rested like I should. I cannot seem to make head or tails of what I feel or what I think. My moments of clarity and contentment are so brief... I am not happy with my job and I am not happy when I'm home. And, change doesn't seem to come fast enough or even in the way that I want it.
Why do I do this to myself? Think everything to death... Expect the worst... I don't understand it.
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